Jailbreaking the Matrix (Intro)
This series documents a spiritual journey that initiated me into a new understanding of the nature of ‘reality’.
It started with a kind of dare to the universe, and ended when I unlocked a new dimension of experience that challenged everything I had been taught about the world and the rules that govern it.
A lot of this is going to sound crazy as fuck. And I readily admit that. It’s kind of the point. You can’t break out of the matrix unless you refuse to obey it’s authority, and that requires – as you’ll see – a pretty heavy level of reprogramming.
You see, while I could not have articulated it at the time, I had been led into a process which ultimately initiated the ‘jailbreak’ of the the factory settings of my mind that is the dominant intelligence our biological avatar.
Jailbreaking is an actual term which refers to the hacking of a mobile device – ie. unlocking it from the limited features set by the manufacturer – in order to get access to otherwise unaccessible files and performance. Because when you start to understand what it is that we are actually living in, it aligns to a ridiculous degree to how mobile devices are programmed through their operating systems to interact within the wireless ecosystem.
When a person jailbreaks their avatar it doesn’t just grant new perceptive powers about the world, it opens them up to an entirely new realm of experience that is not conditioned by the fixed rules that govern what we colloquially know as the matrix.
The matrix.
I know the word is so stock at this point. Trust me, I considered the options. But compared to the more current ‘simulation’, the more agnostic ‘construct’, or the more ancient ‘Mystery’, I always came back to the term that evokes in most people the vision of a fully immersive holographic technologically-generated world which acts as a container for its occupants who’s programmed beliefs, impulses, and behaviors are designed to simultaneously a) hide the true nature of the world and b) satisfy the objectives of its managers.
But which also suggests – by the implication that our spacetime experience is ‘generated’ like any other immersive digital world that we experience in video gaming – that it is hackable, alterable, and may even contain hidden ‘easter eggs’ which the savvy player can uncover through the right combination of moves.
After an entire career devoted to learning and applying (r)evolutionary practices in my daily life, this is the most authentically rebellious thing I have ever encountered.
What I learned is that this thing we call the matrix is itself a pre-set feature of the factory settings hardcoded into our neural and, their recipient, nervous systems. It’s not ‘out there’ – as it were. Its all ‘in here’, which is why this process so empowering. Because it teaches us that this reality we inhabit in the spacetime continuum is not the matrix. The matrix is an (entry level) experiential layer of spacetime hardcoded into the factory settings of our avatar. Once you get access to those settings and alter them, entirely new fields of opportunity and wisdom open up for you.
Your job is to find the levers and triggers that break the experiential rules that have been given to us. Though I need to say at the outset, this is a game that has consequences. Once you start to mess with the confines of the reality that 99% of humans have consented to be governed by, it starts you on a solitary path that it is very hard to reverse. In fact, I would even say that once you open the doors, the only way out is through. And there is no definitive timeline for reaching the other end. I am no where near the end, and only just coming into a very basic mastery of the enhanced powers that accrue for the player who persists and integrates the truth of the world into their lives. But only after crossing what can only be described as a desert of soul, where I had to let go of almost everything and everybody that was once a vital part of my previous self.
It is a long meandering journey in which a very mindfucking truth comes to light:
This ‘thing’ we are living in is not what it appears to be.
Nor is it what we have been taught.
And lets be clear, this isn’t some massive conspiracy. There’s no need to get caught in those ‘us vs. them’ dualistic storylines. It’s just our current stage of human evolution – the general population haven’t been ready to start accessing the higher-order truths about the nature of their reality. That doesn’t mean some groups haven’t known this for centuries, or even epochs.
They have.
And there are enough clues scattered throughout texts and paintings and, yes, even tv shows, from antiquity to the current moment, for anyone who really wanted to know the truth.
But it hasn’t been in the interests of its knowers and practitioners to try to explain it. Trust me, there’s a price to be paid for that, and its not from some secret group of overlords. The matrixed masses will take care of that themselves, see Plato’s Cave.
But things are now beginning to change.
It’s starting to look a lot like Season One of WestWorld, in which the robots programmed for roles in an American frontier theme park are suddenly starting to ‘wake up’ to their confinement.
But not by random evolutionary chance.
An upgrade is being pushed to their operating system, which will break them out of what their creator Robert Ford calls their “modest little loop.”
But here lies the rub.
Just knowing you are in a programmed cognitive and behavioral loop isn’t enough to break out of it.
The player needs to actively, willfully transform themselves in accordance with the growing awareness of the nature of reality that comes with upgrades. It’s not easy but its worth it.
I think this is the coolest game on the planet.
This matrix is filled with amazing hidden features and easter eggs that can radically transform a players experience and how much ‘agency’ they have in their day-to-day lives. And since I have mostly kept these experiences to myself for reasons that will become obvious, I figured now might be a good time to relay how I came to find the secret levers of this world and learned to directly apply them to get out of my loop, and into something that is increasingly the stuff of my wildest dreams.
These pages are filled with a lot of crazy shit that I went through (and the events that led me to taking the leap in the first place). My goal isn’t to center my self or create some new cult. After you’re done reading this story, it will be clear that few would want to follow in these footsteps. But I do hope I can inspire those adventurous sorts like me who just feel more alive in doing extreme shit instead of reading or talking about it.
But I also offer a final word of caution. This process is harrowing and dangerous both physically and psychologically. I know people who have started down the path and never made it out the other side. But I somehow got through the first few levels without (completely) losing my mind and I hope that I did all this so that you don’t have to.
Because as I, and the many, many others who have come before me have learned: when engaged with the correct perception and behavioral modifications, this ‘reality’ can be hacked to produce entirely higher-order experiences. The kind that I believe have vast (r)evolutionary implications. Not just for privileged white dudes who have cushioned floors to land on when they plummet from risky ideological and spiritual experiments. But for those who are at the receiving end of a spirit-punishing, soul-destroying materialist operating system that very few activist communities have the knowledge or acumen to challenge.
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s_k
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